Dodging The Matrix

I failed over and over, the reason I survived is everything that killed me from inside. I know that we all will die one day, but everyone lived the way others have already lived. I want to change this, I want to break free from all this. I am myself, and everyone will realise the reason behind why I am acting ridiculously today. When they discern the untold story of my life, by that time I will be long gone to find a new home, peace and to see and to feel world; out from this matrix.